Lumut

Maybe that's what I have been missing all this while.Was looking at friendster picture just now and I guess I just need to smell the sea air and maybe go eat at the pasar or something.Its just one of those places that will never change regardless of how many times you return to it, except for a few tourism orientated developments here and there.Apart from that my good old Lumut is still looking the same way it did since I was born. Just nice to have something to fall back to you know? All this self blaming isn't good for my confidence and that can be very detiorating to a guy- what is a guy without confidence?He is a humble guy true, but that doesnt work around people like me.Been a while since I did a base run (I keep telling myself I will-but..well you know how you seem so lazy at times)...and maybe just a few laps in the pool, all I get to do around here is jog.Yeah..that will be good, but I will feel so god damn lazy to come back down here, and go back to Sentral and then o MIAT and that stupid ride along that road which has no lights.Aviation industry indeed.Then have to do the stupid assignment on the laptop**groan**.When you are where I am, its hard to call up on your batch and gather at one place cause we all are really busy at really different places.That's what happens I guess. Fininshed AEP just now, still have some of the rust stuck on my pants.Oh yeah I have to do the damn laundry.....Kuven Kuven...tsk tsk tsk...look what the Aussies had done to you....oh well the Navy could always use another able bodied guy I guess..the thing about the Armed Forces is their pay sucks, I can surely testify to that, but when you are in the right place and at the right time, and especially if you are in the Navy you will get an experience that no other service branch may offer. You also get a house overlooking Pangkor..nice...You see, the thing with humans, especially these creatures called men, is that they never want to lose.Ever. Regardless of whatever means that they do .Logic just dont come into play. OK,I gotta go and put a smile on the face of a 32 year old mom with 5 kids.**shakes head**charm knows no boundaries.